Si ce n’est pas lui, ce doit être toi
Si ce n’est pas lui, ce doit être toi
Here is my progress. I’m no fitness guru, but I fcuking look good. It’s crazy to think how much you can build yourself up to be. I’ve always been an athletic person growing up. I’ve participated in Cross Country, Track and Field, Volleyball, Soccer, Basketball, Softball, Baseball, Football, Kick boxing, Boxing, and Swimming. I’ve done cross fit, and I’ve weight trained. LMFAO let’s not forget I did a little cheerleading in elementary also. I’ve trained my ass off, put my body through hell, done insane diets and fell back into the same hole of thinking I needed to maintain a certain imagine, In which it is some what true. But what’s important is maintaining a healthy lifestyle that makes you feel good. I’ve struggled with my weight for the longest time, Feeling like I needed to amount to others perspectives instead of my own is exhausting. Of course I wanted to look good but I wanted to feel good too. It isn’t about the quick fix.. and sorry to break it to you, you’re not going to get it that easily, and everyone is different, everybody bodies are different and react differently. I’ve been restlessly active since I was 10 maybe younger I’m not exactly sure. It’s the consistency. I’ve lost myself one way or another over the years due to how much I took on mentally and the physical injuries I’ve endured. But regardless of how much you fall you’re bound to bounce back. I’m still not where I want to be, but I’m glad I’m not where I used to. I work out on the regular, I’m always on the go with school and work. I’ve learned what works for me and my body. Listen to your body it will then meet your soul.
And when my mouth was silent, I was lonely with my mind heavy and my soul screaming out for something or someone.
When I craved darkness you would always shine right through.
And then when darkness took over me, you still stuck through and when I lost myself you were there to follow.
No matter how much you would change, you still shined so bright for everyone to be mesmerized by your intensity —
I wanted to be just like you.
The Moon, La Luna. To shine through my darkness.
We say what we want and do as we please— but why is it that we aren’t satisfied when our demons meet?
We don’t need a day to show or explain how powerful we are, how much of a women we are, how much more we are, How f*cking great we are.
I would like to take this time to empower women around the world, women close to me, and girls becoming women.
It all starts with you. Not society. No man, no women below or higher than. You dictate your life. You’re for you and guess what? You’re doing amazing sweetie.
All the shit life as tornado’d to me …even when I wasn’t for me, wasn’t okay.. hurt so bad and I still love so hard. I’m still here being better everyday, no destination just to be better than I was yesterday and further more. Everything, all women have faced or will for many, many years before and after, 2018 – WE’RE STILL HERE. It was never a mans world. Don’t doubt your ability, your power. Look back on your battles. See and observe your strength, your mind, your body. — Grow.
Personally, if you aren’t here to grow for yourself, grow with others, generate genuine power, love, and kindness then you’re wasting your time.
I thank all the women in my life who inspired me, raised me, and shaped me.
I praise a lot of the women I know, who share the same beliefs for us women. We create our own empire, I see you all.
I’m ready to and I will raise a future for all my girls becoming women.
HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN’S DAY.
Alright, it’s been a while since I’ve gotten to write. I started getting into and writing poetry, but I’ve been trying to figure out new things to research and write about….
HERE is ANOTHER MOON post.
Tomorrow on January 31st, If You haven’t already seen how big, bright, and beautiful the moon looks tonight – as the moon is in Cancer *SHOUT OUT TO ALL MY MOON CHILDREN*, we are expecting a Super Blue Blood Moon.
North America hasn’t seen a Super Blue Blood Moon since 1866. It is set to occur Early Wednesday morning, around 5:30 AM, try to look on the West side, to get a great visual. With the Blue Moon, Total Lunar Eclipse, and Super Moon all collided in one special, and rare lunar event that hasn’t been seen for about 150 years, It is also the Second full moon of the month.
You can watch the Moon Live on NASA @ 5:30am EST
Tomorrow as this Amazing Lunar event is set to occur, the moon will be in Leo. Leo is a Fire sign, When the moon is in a fire sign like Leo, Leo Moons are full of action. Not being able to contain your vibrant, sparkle nature. You may feel the urge to go and make things happen.
FIRST THINGS FIRST..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAMA. You ain’t raised no bitch, I LOVE YOU W ALL MY HEART. The Moon and Sun in me shines because of you.
Happy New Year everyone! – If deemed necessary use the new year to dish out the past year and make a better 2018 for urself.
My sister asked me if I had any new year resolutions and I don’t have any cause I’m constantly striving to better myself. – I say this because a better you, a better year for urself can start at any moment. Not only on a specific day.
Let’s celebrate that we did make it to another year, our beautiful planet has made it – it’s officially 2018.
I don’t know what this year has in stored…
I do know what the stars and the night sky will look and have in stored for us TONIGHT. Supermoon is again to occur on January 1st. The Moon has made some remarkable and memorable moments this past year, as the Moon is in Gemini, tonight it will be the biggest and brightest Moon of 2018. They’re calling it the Wolf Moon – AND, Here we are starting off the new year when the full moon is at or near its closest point on the orbit around Earth, making it a fuller and brighter moon . Here on the NASA site you can check out what the moon will look like on January 1st, 2018. through hourly intervals. You can also browse around the site and see top moments of the Earths Moon from this year.
This also calls for MORE AND MORE content on my blog! please feel free to tell me what you’d like to see or hear. Reach out to talk about things you want to bring awareness to, ur interests, or ur own projects. All I’ve been writing and researching about are fighting (UFC celebrates 25 years!!!) and astronomy – So, if y’all are tired of seeing that, share ur topics with me.. I would love to learn, research, and write about new things.
Again, Happy New Year everyone! I wish and send nothing but love and good vibes. Be kind to others, the planet, and to yourself. xx
“Every year is my f*cking year” – Conor Mcgregor
Here’s to 2018.